‘It is like living in a rabbit hutch’ She often said emphatically and metaphorically, and He replied with a shrug, nothing to say in reply. It was;
and it would take long enough to pay for. Four rooms. Eight-floors up,
eight flights of long turning concrete rubbish chute and stairs, and fire escape, for when the elevators did not
function anyway, which was often and took days sometimes to repair. A balcony open passageway at the front,
looking over the street below, now starting to become busy with traffic. They had lived with his parents for a
time, and then after they were married, in a small rented flat in The City, before they needed to afford
somewhere to live together, and to bring-up their two small children.
Both saved, and with some financial help from a relative (deceased) they had managed to get this
place. When the housing market was ‘buoyant’, and mortgages easy to get. The Home was bought with a loan, a promissory note, deposited and co-lateraled together with their combined lives and the home itself. They were
Both worked to pay-off the loan, which although it was supposed to re-duce each year did not seem ever to keep up with pay and prices. The loan would anyway be paid-off many times over if they were ever to pay off the debt.
If this place was ever to become their own owned nothing to pay-back; then, if they managed to keep paying-off the loan for the ‘Shelter from the Storm’ as they called Home.
That they did not actuarily now own, and may not ever, actually own, lose-lose. To sell-back at Market Price, the difference between the paid-back buying-price and selling-price, and of which they would have lost completely to The Bank…The Mortgage Company.
Their Home-Mortgage rent no(t)()-insurance their assured-pension against dire-poverty and homelessness.
No social-recourse and be homeless, to parents and over-crowding again, or with friends similarly fixed, sofa-surfing their home, such as-it-was de-faulted, re-possessed. A two-bedroom apartment, she thought of: kitchen, lounge, shower-bathroom toilet and tiny balcony onto the world below, between them and the sky above. Each day, each month, and each successive year into the unthinkable future; two-thirds of two-lifetimes at least, two-thirds every month of what they were both paid-in wages-for-work earned.
She did the household accounts, and she knew.
The Home. The Loan. Would have been paid for several times over by the time if ever it became theirs and The Childrens’; and perhaps even their Grandchildrens’ by the time the shared-property many-floored building was un-inhabitable, de-molished land let-again, built-on freehold not-leasehold extended for-bonus payment un-earned…re-build in the new style, in a traditional place, or otherwise breaking into farmland and ocean beyond.
But that is the nature of the human animal, is it no? To do over, and be done-over to again and again she thought
want more and more, for less and less and in the quiet mind wandering moment of pillared door, a room, a table, a bed let go and a bed sheet left behind ready to be buried with perhaps as they did in the olden- times shrouded as now by thin curtains pulled-back.
Each-Day: like a two-step forward and quick-step fox trot later backwards one-step…
Home and Away
Worked to pay-off the loan on the house and to pay for and cook food, with bills and
extras, clothes, and nights-out occasionally.
Maybe once a month, or not at all.
Then He had been laid-off work at The Bakery.
Three-day-week and three day’s wages.
The Home mortgage was re-negotiated and they continued struggling to pay-off the loan and other loans, credited and directly debited debt from what they both earned together.
There was never an issue of who would earn more, and be the main breadwinner, they both earned
more or less the same low wages
as most the people who worked and they would do the most caring
of each other and the children: the unpaid responsibilities shared around the home, and in the world of work.
Shopping and holidays and other friends and family out there.
All indebted, or in credit day2day. Week to week, month to next month, years, minute-by-minute. They were equal, without even having to think about it or confront societies and others’ false expectations of gender and families.
They were equal in debt and credit, and supported each other’s frail and fragile egos with a natural equanimity respectful and loving…
Each contributing their best and differently in-differently knowingly to make the whole; whole.#
It’s not all doom and gloom She did often think, and he tried not to think on it.
The homily homely
claustrophobia only had to be relieved by going out. To the cinema, to a bar or restaurant. But that was not very often de-finitely now there were children as well.
Sel-dom. did extras make their mark, clothes bought carefully a piece at a time, re-placement rather than extravagance.
filled with groceries and emptied by the time the next weeks shopping is needed and the next week’s earnings…already spent.
She was awake, first this morning, and she got up from the bed on which he still lay awake but not yet awake enough to leave its’ night-time warmth. She went through to the next room. The bedroom led across the narrow-passage to the living room, which led directly to the tiny gallery kitchen and balcony on one side and door to the front room, on the other side balcony corridor and more doors along.
Except it wasn’t the front-room, exactly fronting only unlike the Front-Room of her-childhood playing on the
street and door directly to the rugged
ragged matted smell of cooking from the stone wall white-washed country kitchen.
Upstairs two bed-rooms and on the gallery landing for the children
and a closet room to flush away with a basin of water from the kitchen sink-tap and toilet-well into the slurry sump, where you could hear it ‘slurry’ all the way down, filtered to spray on fields all around; and then back downstairs to replace the water from the kitchen-tap and outside clean-well.
Pumped-up from the well, refilling the fired china clay bowl for washing and zinc-metal bucket, ready
for the next use.
Log grabbing toughened steel plasma-cutters hydraulic-ram chassis panel welded together. Expertly Put-together giant wheels axle brake.
Pumping-oil to cool the engines’ turbo diesel s-carbed grapple telescopic arms the claw car-crusher mattress-shredder then the skid-board tracking
Carbon-fibre e-road automobiles solar panels settled wind farming blades and wave-machines generating heat&power and swimming in clean-air&water:
> Low-No: installation& maintenance#
At her first childhood home, bed-time children first, then the adults. Rats nested runs, beetles and
cockroaches were kept away by the domesticated cats and dogs that shared the yard and house with horses at the local stables for the carts and filed machinery; to ride, at week-end day-off, and many Holy
Days. Each week, several times into the market town for food supplies, and the children’s treats.
Their whole world a Living Market Place of Work Trust and Play.
Now, great enclosed parked superstores and supermarkets and factory outlet warehouse.
Where goods are now transported she thought of: to-and-fro and by foot and horses’ hoofs carried and
motor vehicle, train and massive-tanker and container-ship
electric-like cutting through the air
Or the hydrogen&helium of outer-space
A one-metre flight through almost nothingness
> One-click: Low-No-cost subscription no-way out…
< N/nnn…paid-up…again and again.
From the docks and airport, at the city harbour hub humming away, remote yet directing everyday life, everywhere.
Media-control: Holiday Passengers, and Freight Cargo.
The affordable flight, to get-away from-it-all: a change; a charge necessary move, once in a while, and
Every year; but, to visit family here and there and elsewhere, or else you’d go stir-crazy.
Do a night-time flit, flip! leave the rent, the mortgage, un-paid.
Only, to otherwise keep on fighting for the bargains: cheap-est with-in budget, to get through to the
Next-day and the day-after-that.
When debts and fines could not be paid, the debt collector bailiffs.
The-Auctioneer: selling- off of the personal possessions; sometimes, on the Global Markets;
and then sold-out: the personal; and, T.V. public…the laptop computer on-sleep and awakened, opened, placed on the table, booted-up and She
blogged instantaneously her-thoughts:
#We all need a roof over our heads…and to put Food on the Table! without any other word or contextual continuity that did not remain obvious to this early morning.
Everyone and anyone in the same and similar circumstances getting the same hastily tapped-out messages excluding, those without tablet, home or food; and those with patently far too-much those who employed had an Administration to do that for them and her-thought continued in the context of the mindful moment and that which we all have to pay extortionately for over and again even when the food is eaten and the crap washed away there remains a nasty stain, a nasty taste.
Original wages sweated over day upon day, and loans ever in negative equity to who?
Income-Tax&Corporation-Tax paid/un-paid through government-deal(s): Extortionate debt-interest credit-profit and volatile prices, losses on last-accounts records ever higher BINGO!
and pay…ex-terminating…share-prices collapsed…looking up, and down again now, not in dejection, but circumspection against ever apparent possible failure.
With desperate optimism, toward un-realistic perfectionism.
Only mechanized buffer-traffic building-up as soon as into a busy rush-hour congestion be-low… Cars and buses, bicycles, motorbike and motorized delivery truck from here, only another view.
two-sides; and every side…
the bedrooms along the passage corridor
the sleeping children slept, earlier peeked into soundless in beautiful dream or dreamless seemingly startling worrying death-checked for breathing.
Crossing from night into daytime TV remotely automatically turned on, confirmation, that
life goes on…
WarFair4: The Day the Market(s) stood still…part-one:
Rogue-Citizen: Into The Abyss… Global-Citizen.
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WarFair4.1. The Day the Market(s) stood still…
- The Banker and The Clerk.
- Factory Hospital and Home.
- The Accident & Emergency Department.
- Cannon Fodder.
- Brute Justice
If the man and the woman bear their fair share of work, they have a right to their fair share of all that is produced by all, and that share is enough to secure them well-being. What we proclaim is The Right to WellBeing: Well-Being for All! Pyotr Kropotkin (1842 – 1921) The Conquest of Bread; Mutual Aid: A Factor of Evolution.
The-train engine slowly moved-out from the glass and steel raised-slab new edge-of-Town main-line high-speed railway-platform running alongside the banking blank back of high-street shops, and the station carpark, awaiting return. Into harvested-fields and open-grazed pastures below remaining precipitous pine-forest alongside planted poplar windbreak, solar and shielded, rail and river. Through the trees, the new days’ sun appeared, speared, blinking-awake burst through the carriage breaking beyond the blue grey staged and staggered, rolled and ranged. From the east-peaked, settling yellow-orange onto the western-hills.
Shadow-flanking purple-green valleys, and upcountry the grid-framed farmed plains, where the day was already begun. Grey-white
steam lifted across a drying-up estuary. In thin rain spluttering over an elevated iron-riveted painted girder-bridge, built-on pillars of a deep-red
local stone and brickwork, arched, and breached. With the Suns’-rays the train rattled-on emergent, as through a fog-over a beached river, onto
the other-side of a ravenous gaping-gorge. Over-spilling through the outskirts of a more recently built-up ancient sea-harbour and river-port, and
suburban edge-of-Town. High-Rise Housing-Project, Industrial-Units, Business-Park, and Shopping-Mall. Home-Furniture. Motor-Car showrooms. Salesrooms, cheap-hotel and motel linked razor-wire fenced, chained-in. A horse-paddock, gated and padlocked, adjacent to a blue-green to red-waiting train-crossing signal. Freight-Train, privileged-over passenger passaged prerogative thundering-by… passenger-Train trundling alongside for now, beside a chequered yellow and black no entry arterial hot tar road weighted heavy and ever busy with ‘bus and coach, cycle and motor-cycle. Car engine chassis and trailer, caravan motor-home articulated juggernaut vehicles, goods and stocks’ container shipments onboard.
Onto and beneath the over-passing concrete-highway into, and out of Town. All traffic travelling with almost one accord: to-and-from galvanized corrugated iron-steel and zinc-tin roved roofing, between brick and- cinderblock doorways, loading and unloading bays beneath open canopy entrance letter and number laser bar- coded, and secured. Office(s)&Home(s) air-extracting for the most-part to the outside world unseen. Windowless factories and warehouses between belching cooling-tower, pylon-linking electric-welding workshop engineering, factory-crafted machined and handmade goods. Food and furniture, packaged, warehoused, and shipped
Virtually to-and-from The-City Ports and Portals’
Co-modifying in-return sdtockyards stacked-up and in-exchange
Awaiting transport: to-and-from
Part One: The Day the Markets stood still…
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